I discovered this morning that she was communicating with another man. She was not transparent with me but she insisted that she did not act out with him. She said I was coming to incorrect conclusions. (Honk, if you have heard that before.).
To be honest, I don't know what to think and what to believe. There is no smoking gun....Heck there never seems to be.
She has admitted to not honoring her promise and "slipping".
For me, this was a bottom line violation. It has me contemplating divorce and at the very least separation.
It's just so sad after all that I have been through to give up on things now just feels so stupid and reckless.
But can I live in constant fear that my wife is staying on the path to a healthy recovery? Can she be trusted?
After everything that has happened, I still here it. It seems ridiculous to throw in the towel now but I am seriously considering it. I have too much living to do without being angry, bitter and on alert. I'm not being fair to myself because I believe I just can't get over my wife's sex addiction and her multiple violations of our marriage vows.
I have made an appointment with a family law attorney..
I am in great contemplation as to what to do? What are your thoughts?